youve got all the friends you need;

hello there.

huijun
ROCK STAR(:
PROFESSIONAL guitarist :D
06june'94
~~6G'06~~
~~1 SERVICE'07 scgs<3~~
~~2 COURAGE '08 :D~~
3 PERSEVERANCE '09 :3
INDIE ROCK & ALL SORTS! is loved ;D
fall out boy, mcfly, panic!, the click five, cobra & tai(:
i met will beckett, saw loser, the click five & simple plan!

absolute adoration.

fall out boy, panic at the disco(:
the click five, mcfly, rooster :D
the academy is..., cobra starship :D
all-american rejects, good charlotte, the killers
cute is what we aim for, plain white t's, new found glory(:
hawthorne heights, augustana, the feeling ;D :D
jimmy eat world, red jumpsuit apparatus, simple plan :D
green day(;, crowned king, 30 seconds to mars :D :D
boys like girls, maroon 5, daughtry, mayday parade
theAUDITION, all time low, hit the lights, jet, the rocket summer!
lifehouse, hellogoodbye, lit, bowling for soup <333
oasis!, paramore, linkin park, MCR, lostprophets!(:
metro station, young love, we the kings, the hoosiers!
jack's mannequin, james morrison, michelle branch, jack johnson, jason mraz!
WILLIAM EUGENE BECKETT JR. is loved
kyle patrick! woots(:
JOEY ZEHR<33333 omg i love you!
martin johnson((: hunk-tastic <3
MiG ayesa! :D :D
peter lewis kingston wentz III(: emo-ness!
danny jones aka. daniel alan david jones :D
patrick martin stump(: the pat-ster <3
my guitars((:
DAVID ROLAND COOK ZOMGGGG.
alex gaskarth :D
rock of all types ;D

jukebox.

Breakout by Ca$h Ca$h!

Breakout - Cash Cash

wishlist.

~~MY FIRST ELECTRIC GUITAR :D~~ SCREAM SCREAM.
arctic monkeys' album my favourite worst nightmare
all time low's album so wrong it's right
~~the academy is...'s fast times at barrington high~~
theAUDITION's album controversy loves company
~~boys like girls' album boys like girls~~
busted's VCD a ticket for everyone
~~the cab's WHISPER WAR! :D~~
cast recording of QUEEN'S WE WILL ROCK YOU! (featuring MiG)
~~cobra starship's album VIVA LA COBRA!~~
~~cute is what we aim for's ROTATION! :D~~
jack's mannequin's album everything in transit
mayday parade's album a lesson in romantics :D :D
mcfly's album wonderland!
mcfly's wonderland dvd!!!
MiG's self-titled debut album! :D :D :D
motion city soundtrack's album even if it kills me!
~~panic at the disco's Pretty. Odd. out 25 march!~~
relient k's album mmhmm(:
relient k's album five score and seven years ago!<3
~~relient k's album two lefts don't make on right... but three do~~
rooster's album circles and satelites!
~~SIMPLE PLAN #03! :D :D :D :D :D yay.~~
WE THE KINGS' SELF-TITLED ALBUM! :D :D :D

scream, shout.

x

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Wednesday, November 11, 2009

away from our love.

just keep your head above, swim.
this song keeps moving me to tears.
i swear i have to hear this song live for myself. i would die to just hear half of it.
AMAZING.

remember how the coffee made us shake ♥

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

anywhere but here.

picture perfect doesn't mean much.

chinese 'o's are officially over! i'm stoked for my upcoming youtube covers and perhaps an ftp gig? (smiles, hints?)
i'm excited.

I HEART SMOSH AND SHANE DAWSON TTM :D (but shane still > smosh)

remember how the coffee made us shake ♥

Sunday, November 8, 2009

under these colours.

argh my nose has bled like 7 times in the past two days (not that kind, if you guys were thinking otherwise.) i'm so seeing a doctor tomorrow D: i'm starting to feel light-headed, which is really bad. anyway!

i read this post by Mat Devine from Kill Hannah (featuring William Beckett), and i think Mat's advice is super hilarious, and William's is inspiringly insightful. read it? :D http://fuseblog.typepad.com/kill_hannah/2009/11/raccoon-society-ask-mat-round-13.html

anyway, prefects was pretty fun on friday :D i heart the emo i-sit-in-a-shady-corner gang haha. props to kiran for playing the piano incredibly well (to mask my horrible guitar :X), ily!
also, i saw a true example of attw. ty for the relevant example, you're kinda shameless :X
other than a couple of ~awkward moments, everything went rather well. oh yes. except for one thing. (menacing music being played) SOMEONE TOUCHED MY GUITAR WITHOUT MY PERMISSION :O i'm sure they didn't have bad intentions, but it seriously scared me shitless okay. please don't do it ever again. if you hurt my baby in any way, i will hunt you down. -this i swear-
oh oh (sorry for the horrible irrelevance), BUT MDM WAHIDA TOTALLY MADE MY DAY! she was like: "huijun." all of a sudden. and i was so scared i was gonna be scolded or something, then she told me: "you're really very talented. i hope we'll be hearing from you for prefects' investiture." and i was like. ~squeeeeeeeee :D

it's the ups and downs of life that make it special and in a sense wonderful (:

remember how the coffee made us shake ♥

Thursday, November 5, 2009

omegalomaniac.

it sucks how bands just disband and go on indefinite hiatus just like that.
listening to more fall out boy (still one of my favourite bands! probably my favourite.) and i feel like they really treat their music like a craft. it's like beautiful art (: but they're on indefinite hiatus and it really frustrates me 'cause panic! at the disco split in half this year too :'(
fob never fails to put me in a good mood :D i heart alpha dog so here it is! (so totally gonna buy believers never die. without a single doubt man.)

welcome to the new de javu.

remember how the coffee made us shake ♥

don't stop believing.

hey 500th post! :D

went to little india for art today, then went to bras basah for art supplies. I HEART THE AEP GIRLS, seriously.

so sorry i fell sick and left prefects' camp early, i really feel horrible for doing so, but i'm happy to know that everyone is probably resting well now. (MEAN CHEM TEACHER BULLIED MY PREFECTS. BOO HER!)

anyway, i just wanted to blog because i honestly learned something today.
earlier today i felt left out and sort of in-apt for a period of time. but then someone reminded me that i mattered. that i could help someone, and make an impact on their lives. so much that when they need help, they immediately come look for me. and it feels amazing.
and then i think back, and i regret being so stupid for wanting to just give up being strong, and just break down. if i can help just one person, then heck, it's worth it.

remember how the coffee made us shake ♥

Saturday, October 31, 2009

turn turn!

PAGES AND PARAGRAPHS MUSIC VIDEO OUT 4 DAYS AGO!
it's like sorta amateurish in video quality but i love the song :D so here it is.
pages and paragraphs by set it off! (: cody carson ftw btw.

remember how the coffee made us shake ♥

NOTHING PERSONAL.

i love NOTHING PERSONAL by ATL. it's like the album of the year, please. there's some choice lines, like:
- are you having trouble finding sleep at night, or does your lack of conscience tell you everything's alright?
- you walk around with my heart on your sleeve.
- gotta bite that know-it-all tongue.
- you were fake, i was great - nothing personal.
- that's just typical, you're so cynical.
- i make you come just to watch you leave.
- and a tongue like a nightmare that cut like a blade.
i'm suddenly totally inspired! I HEART ATL TTM TQVM. haha.

i'm so scared for GE run tomorrow. 5km! -screams and runs around-
i hope i can keep up with my class man. -fingers crossed!-

next week is gonna be the most stressful week of my life ZOMG. prefects, choir, art, 'o' level chinese prep, extended curriculum. kill me now kthxbai.

remember how the coffee made us shake ♥

Thursday, October 29, 2009

rawr.

i'm kind of amazed how frustrated i am with my school right now :/
i used to think the world of this school.
thank goodness there are great things that happen every now and then to brighten my day :D
i heart the new guitar riff i wrote :D
blah blah blah no one cares.
hahaha. oh well.
oh and sometimes, i realise, when you think people are showing some sense of niceness, they turn around and show you that they are as mean as you imagined they were! but it's different now 'cause you don't really get disappointed anymore. yay.

remember how the coffee made us shake ♥

Monday, October 26, 2009

the wind blows.

i just keep reminding myself that it could be so much worse than it is right now.
thank you gratitude.

i used to be upset that i had no shoes, until i met a man with no feet.

remember how the coffee made us shake ♥

Sunday, October 25, 2009

why oh why.

i'm sick again D:
stupid cold.
it has made me rather irritable, and considering what's been going on i do think it's actually justified.

i don't like the way i am assumed to be useless unless i prove my ability immediately. in case they haven't noticed, if people like me are not given an opportunity, i go hunting for one.
but i never get one because they make sure people who apparently 'have not proven their worth' don't get the chance to gain experience. then why were we even selected? how can we help if we have nothing to help with?
they always give the same people all the work. this is counter-productive. not only do those people get stressed, no one else gets to better themselves to help the common cause.
just because a person does not show emotion, that does not make them stable. in fact, it is in my opinion that most people who bottle their emotions will in the end explode. so yes, open your eyes, seriously.
i thought we were all equals here, but it seems that some of us are not proving our worth in your eyes. and we all know that is biased bull.

no offence meant, just saying how i feel.
injustice is all around the world, but i honestly expected more from such a mature group of individuals.

remember how the coffee made us shake ♥

Friday, October 23, 2009

where were you?

never good enough, you don't even think i'm worthy of you talking to me or what. hallucination?
this is the level of communication. (this is the silence.)
do i like this? hell no.
can i do anything? no, unless i want to die of misery.
oh freaking well (:

cheer up linda! you're awesome and you know it don't let other people define you, you'll realise that haters just aren't worth your time :D

everything's such a rush! -stressing out-

if i would've known what i know now,
i would have ran for the hills.

remember how the coffee made us shake ♥

a stranger i know well (but not at all).

EOY results were pretty okay.
some subjects disappointed me though D: and that's not very nice.
but i'm gonna work harder to do better over the hols so yeah (:

loads of stuff is happening with the choir and the prefectorial board so i'm gonna be really busy all the way till november plus plus! D:
hopefully it'll all be worth it in the end.

closing up, boarded up.
you'll be sorry when i'm gone.

you tore me apart like a hurricane.
with a tongue like a nightmare that cut like a blade.

i'm a walking travesty,
but i'm smiling at everything.

remember how the coffee made us shake ♥

Friday, October 16, 2009

i hope you don't mind.

huiying and debbie are awesome for coming to ftp's jam with me :D ily guys, thanks so much for comforting me when i got the news, i really appreciate you.

liyan, thanks for like hearing me out today like you always do. ann, steph, tessa, yi rong and cara too, i really thank you guys.

wanqi has been amazing, i thank her so much for being there for me today, it made all the difference in the world. thank you.

ruth lee and ruth smalley, thank you helping and encouraging me, remember that i'm here if you need me. (especially you ruth lee!)

remember how the coffee made us shake ♥

ZOMFGUSH :D

FANCY THIS PROGRESSION PERFORMANCE AT iSPARK TODAY WAS BOOMZ! :D
i think the biggest success was not the being on stage itself, but it was the bonding we did when we were backstage and after the performance :D it's great to be able to like talk and just chill out and be comfortable with each other, that way we can make better music!

here are some highlights:
- people cheering halfway through catch your wave
- cheering after disenchanted
- laughing and joking about the performances with the guys
- heading to chinatown and back with jamin (who is a penguin!)
-getting crammed into the backseat of darrel's car with the guys
- macs at King Albert Plaza
- BAND BONDING!

so to darrel, jamin, meng and yao yuan:
good job, i'm so super proud of all of you. darrel, you've come so far and i'm so glad that like you're super awesome at guitar now (: jamin, you were so nervous, but you manage to cope with the pressure and sing well (: meng, you're a legend at guitar and even though you felt sick you persisted and that's really admirable (: yao yuan, you're a genius at drums even though you're insane when you play, good luck for eoys, thanks for being there (:

I'M PROUD OF FTP :D

you looked so peaceful, and i'm glad you're in a better place now.
just like the beautiful butterfly.
- dedicated to huan huan jie jie.

remember how the coffee made us shake ♥

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

speechless.

just as you're living your life half-heartedly, you receive a phone call.
and that phone call rocks you to the core as it shakes you out of your misguided haze and awakens you to the reality of time.
time stops for no man. it waits for no one.
it's not until you face certain death that you realise the importance of life.
i'm going to fall asleep dreaming of you tonight.

remember how the coffee made us shake ♥

if only you were lonely.

i realise that without end of years to keep me focused, i'm letting myself slip again. i'm just gonna hve to work harder. (and not end up hiding under the table like an emo again :D)

halogen leadership challenge was pretty fun today :D i thought it's just be super boring but it was pretty interesting and informative! the sec 3 prefects are super straight-faced most of the time though. i'm sure we were all tired, that's why.

anyway! jamming tomorrow, which is always a good thing. well, mostly a good thing. soundcheck on thursday and performance on friday! it's pretty incredible. and i'm really excited. so i have to be practising like crazyyyyyyyyy. so sorry to everyone who wanted to watch, it's only open to hwa chong-ers! D: i'd love for you guys to come and watch if you could. -frowns- i'll be sure to invite you to our next performance! :D

you're just a phone call away,
every day you seem further away.
i know i said some things that hurt,
took me 97 missed calls to finally get over you.

i always put myself in destructive situations.

it's funny because we both know we can deal with this right now but we don't fix/ reason things. i'm just too scared to say anything and you don't give a damn enough to say anything.

remember how the coffee made us shake ♥

Monday, October 12, 2009

these are the fast times.

I HEART TAI'S LOST IN PACIFIC TIME :D
i've already tabbed days like masquarade and sputter. it is love!
and i'm like addicted to Shane Dawson's videos kthxbai :D
BRENDON URIE IS MY NEW WALLPAPER BOOCHES :D

EOYS ARE OVER!
i'm so relieved, honestly.

went out with liyan, ann and chloe today :D
watched fame, which i expected to be an all-out musical but it felt more like true life on mtv with a couple of songs. idk.
it was actually pretty good :D 3.5 stars!
FINALLY BOUGHT MY AAR ALBUM AFTER LISTENING TO IT FOR FOREVER. i heart every track!
i don't want to wake up early for prefects tomorrow! D:

BAND PERFORMANCE IN 4 DAYS! -excited-

i'm hopelessly hopeful you're just hopeless enough.
'cause we never seemed so far.

i know all you needed was me.

forget about the sunshine when it's gone.

remember how the coffee made us shake ♥

Sunday, October 11, 2009

stressed out.

heartbreak is the best motivation.
- brendon urie

remember how the coffee made us shake ♥

Friday, October 2, 2009

ghost.

had 4 and a half hours of exams today D:
but i feel absolutely accomplished :D
i braved 3 hours of art! most people in the art elective family finished their paper B so yay :D
esther was ranting to me on the phone about that stupid 'boon' and 'bane' question and i realised i took the wrong word for the wrong thing too! D: oh well, it's okay.
FANCY THIS PROGRESSION HAS GOTTEN PAST THE AUDITIONS AND IS PERFORMING! -cheering please- great job guys, sorry i couldn't be there today.
and i totally feel out of my band right now D: and that's bad. -sigh- oh well, i'm just gonna play and see how it goes :D

are you alone in here? i heard the voice so clearly.

edit: i know something you don't and i don't want to tell you cause it's gonna hurt. (weighing the consequences)

remember how the coffee made us shake ♥

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

home is where the heart is :)

oh and.
i freaking love the art elective girls :D
you guys are seriously like family, and you are all awesome.
every single one of you.
every time i walk into the art room it's like: YAY :D
-family hugs-

p.s: trip to europe to hit all the art museums ftfw :D

remember how the coffee made us shake ♥