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Saturday, June 20, 2009

talk to me, i'm throwing myself in front of you.

my blog's been super duper dead.
sorry for not updating D:
i doubt many people read this anyway lol.
homework is crap but i'm finally left with only one thing :D
and i have to study more :/

this holiday, i've experienced what i would call one of the worst birthdays ever. but i've grown. i've learnt that sometimes people wear masks, and the person you think you are close to might not be the person you think he or she is. and i've learnt how to deal with things more maturely. and how to accept. or at least, i'm on my way to acceptance. and to treasure the friends who treasure me and ignore people who don't care. i'm past feeling angry, i just feel regret and certain resentment. but i'll get over it. somehow, no matter how long it takes, i need the people i care about to help me out more than ever now. i can't ask for much except for you to help me be strong.
this sounds like insanely overblown lol.
but this really is one of the most heartwrenching experiences i've had so far. so i'm learning.
thank you to everybody who has been there for me through these tough, challenging and rather stressful times. ily all :D -hugs-

remember how the coffee made us shake ♥

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

i haven't posted in foreverrrrrrrr :O
anyway, WHISTLE FOR THE CHOIR BY THE FRATELLIS is super addictive idk why. it's awesome ;D i love british stuff.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KYLE PATRICK :D i quit i quit i quit (:

i feel like i'm in the middle of the biggest screw-ups of my life currently. at least i'm getting work done cos i'm drowning in it to distract myself. sigh. everything's different but i feel like i've learnt so much from this. tolerance, independence, acceptance, strength.

can you will you at least attempt to stay now? (just turn around)
can't go back on all those promises that i've shredded but;

remember how the coffee made us shake ♥

Friday, April 24, 2009

it's been more than a month! :O
definitely more free now though :D
yay! well, syf was less than satisfactory. i'm kinda totally shattered by the experience. but we really bonded. and i'm glad we still got gold! :D i'm really proud of everyone. and my sec 2 juniors better get gold with honours for SC shoir when they're sec 4 ok or i'll whack them with frozen fish! -pressure-
life's definitely less hectic now but prefects' stuff is starting to pile up D: must focus! grades are officially first priority now concerning school. god i've become such a nerd :/ but until it's 'a's and 'b's all around i will not rest! :D
shall start updating every week! yay :D

remember how the coffee made us shake ♥

Sunday, March 8, 2009

withdrawal symptoms.

wow. i haven't blogged in an entire month. I've probably bored the crud out of everybody, so this post is gonna be short, also because I have to go do more log exercises. it's been really busy, and i'm glad we're gonna have a break soon! march hols :D yay. sorry if i'm not updating often, cause i'm at the point where i have to choose between my guitar and my blogging, so yeah.
i haven't been online in forever, so i hope to get at least an hour a day during the march hols :D -hopeful-
anyways, OBS was a blast. it was really tiring but i loved my watch! we had our ups and downs but completing our tasks made it all worth while so yay! :D
i'm gonna say a few sentences about the fall out boy concert now lol. i'm completely strapped for time. anyways, it was a quality performance, though it was kinda short. I thoroughly enjoyed hey monday though :D and serene owes me my picture with cassidy!
okay, i'm pretty much done, happy belated birthdays to:
HUIYING (COUSY :D) - 10th feb
ERIC DILL (pickle) - 10th feb
BROMANS! - 10th feb
Thatha - 10th feb
Sadrina - 12th feb
JUSTINEEEEEE! (GBFs yo :D) - 2nd march
CALISTA the quekky :D - 5th march
hope you had a great february, hopefully i'll get more posts up after SYF (:

remember how the coffee made us shake ♥

Saturday, January 31, 2009

tired.

firstly, i would like to congratulate SCPB on a super awesome investiture! :D it was really well done and i have nothing but pride in my heart for our vast improvements. we've really grown to come together as a cohesive board.
i still remember how in sec 2 i used to be scared to go to the amphi every morning for morning briefing, but now it's actually something i look forward to.
i really did enjoy every moment of invest and i hope my guitar-playing was okay. so anyways, despite everything, all the staying back and tiresome practices, it was really worth it and it paid off and it showed. i'm so proud to be a part of this amazing group of people. ily all :D

YAY FOR SCPB!

i've been super stressed with work somehow and ARGH. lol. physics really freaks me out.

went to marina barrage today and it was pretty. i liked the museum thingy too lol :D okay i'm really tired so i shall end my post here. i'm never online anymore. i vow to chat at least once a week. JUST WATCH ME. rawrrrrrr. okay. oh yeah and.

i missed the 987 roadshow to win fob tickets today cause no one would go with meeeee D: D: D: grrr. i'm dragging people more this time.

remember how the coffee made us shake ♥

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

CNY :D

when you think of chinese new year, you think of red packets, pigging out and meeting baby cousins who grow more and more each time you see them.

Saturday :D
you also think of the awesome neoprints that you took with your scholars on the 24th. The 24th of january was super awesome! We brought our 3PEnguin scholars to bugis and i had lunch with alanna, vanessa and calista. After that, we roamed around bugis, to the arcade and took some neoprints. my class is SUPERRRRRRRRR awesome :D yay 3pe!

after that, i went for liyan's birthday party and we had a great time. watched hairspray while eating large amounts of sushi :D happy belated birthday dearie! :D

Sunday :D
went over to justine's for a walk in the morning at macritchie reservoir :D it was cool there. then went over to my second uncle's house to chill with my cousins and partake in my favourite part of the holiday, reunion dinner! super tasty, but my mum wouldn't let me have booze D:

Monday :D
first day of red packet recieving! i love visiting but sometimes it's just so crowded D: i refused to take part in blackjack this year (i'm super righteous, LOL). everyone was dressed to the nines in cheong sams (sp?) and new clothes. it's always fun to have a look at everyone's awesome new outfits. haha yes i'm such a girl. food, food, food! i love food :D

Tuesday :D
which is right now, haven't had lunch yet but i'm sure it'll be awesome. and i'm heading over to blade with my aunts at west coast park later.

post pictures soon!

on the other hand, i want to study! i need to do more work manzxz. just cause we got wednesday off the teachers are DUMPING home work on us poor little sec 3s D: crud.

remember how the coffee made us shake ♥

Sunday, January 18, 2009

>:D

hello good people. sorry i haven't been online in forever but sec 3 is super busy! i'm totally pooped. this weekend, i didn't have much homework! yay i'm totally over the moon.

the work load during the week is super scary. 4 tasks a day, plus prefects and choir and art is a bit daunting, but we'll get through this. i can really feel 3PE getting totally bonded. i'm thankful for my awesome class.

YAY 3PE! :D haha i'm ending with that alot now. i'm super happy with my purchases this saturday though. i got a green shirt, vest (for music comm for investiture) and a sweater shirt. super awesome. hahaha. i'm seriously having problems with shopping control since hongkong in december. rawr eyes are hurting, shall do ss and art then go sleep (:

remember how the coffee made us shake ♥